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Nov. 22nd, 2003 06:56 pm
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okay i am doing this. you are supposed to post anonymously okay?

post anything that you want, & post it anonymously. anything. a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love--anything. be sure to post honestly. post twice if you'd like. then, put this in your lj to see what your friends (& perhaps others who you don't even realize read your lj) have to say. if you're not sure what to say, tell me what you really think of me.

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Date: 2003-11-22 04:03 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
i think you're really hot.

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Date: 2003-11-22 04:46 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
i think you're really cute, and i don't know you well but we've met once, and i hope you take care of yourself.

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Date: 2003-11-22 06:29 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
When we first met (online, ages ago, I've never met you in "real" life) I had a total internet crush on you.

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Date: 2003-11-22 06:55 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
i guess i am not novel at all because i was going to post on how i think you are amazing and cute. and how i am carrying a torch for you. plus you are like fucking smart as shit.

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Date: 2003-11-22 08:47 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
we're not really friends, but we've hung out a couple of times. i think you're really sweet and i hope you take care of yourself.

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Date: 2003-11-23 06:18 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
i have a bit of an internerd crush on you.

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Date: 2003-11-23 12:51 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
i really admire you

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Date: 2003-11-23 04:25 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Every time I try
to do this I always
end up losing it.

I take deep breaths and
in and out I count the days
but really I'd like

to have something else
distract me, something bigger
and smaller at once

than I - like the idea
of you, held. That roll of film:
sand, dune grass, birds.

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Date: 2003-11-23 04:26 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I always read your posts - every one.

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Date: 2003-11-23 07:40 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
sometimes i don't know what to say about the things you post here but i am always reading & i admire the way you write about feelings.

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Date: 2003-11-23 11:23 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I think ham is by far the most disgusting food on the planet.

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Date: 2003-11-24 12:08 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
i think you're really awesome, an amazing writer, and i wish i had comforting things to say in reply to your entries (which i always read).

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Date: 2003-11-24 02:56 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
i remember like a few years ago you wrote this thing about you & your, i guess, girlfriend at the time wandering around astor place and everyone thought you were a straight couple, and you took pictures at k mart and you said you looked like a happy boy. that moment (i'm assuming that it's you, forgive me if i'm mixing you up w/ someone else) stayed with me for some reason, and every time i go by that k mart i feel like a happy boy. even though i'm pretty sure they took that photo machine out.

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Date: 2003-11-25 11:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] heavyleg.livejournal.com
oh wow. this sent chills down my spine, no kidding. i love stories like this, and when they're connected to me it's too good to be true. thank you.

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Date: 2003-11-26 04:10 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
i met you in person here and there and was immediately attracted to you. however, it's your writing that magnifies what an awesome soul you have, and several times has made me cry with that feeling of understanding, of knowing.
I wish i'd met you much earlier than i did, i think we couldve been good friends at least, something that geography is now the thing obstructing this: before, it was just my crippling shyness.
i'm very glad to know you, even if just a little. i think it's better than not at all.

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Date: 2003-12-01 01:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] heavyleg.livejournal.com
whoa. this is really intense & like, made my week. whoever you are, i would love to be letter/email friends with you, if geography is really such a problem. drop me a line if you feel like it at theheavyleg at yahoo dot com.

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Date: 2003-12-01 02:22 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
sometimes you are fucking inspirational.

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Date: 2006-05-03 04:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eography.livejournal.com
I just found your journal through a friend of mine and I really love these kinds of posts and try to confess something to each one I run across. I would post anonymously, but I'm not sure that I care.

My secret is that I'm everything I say that I am and I'm happy and I feel okay about life and the things that have happened to me in the past and I think I'm a pretty decent person when I think about myself, but I always feel like I'll never be good enough. That I'll always be that annoying, other person who wasn't really invited and stands around awkwardly instead of saying things to people. But I never say anything to anyone because I mostly find people frustrating.

I used to get really drunk at high school parties and I'd try to corner someone older, hoping to gain some hope that life isn't always stupid, tawdry, and humiliating, but I mostly found nothing but empty small talk, even though I'd quote Nabakov like they'd know what i was talking about.

Mostly, I feel like I'm right and the rest of the world is wrong, but the world is so much bigger than me that I'm doomed to a life of feeling less than to people who are truly less than.

In short, I fear for my self esteem.

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